well plans have changed again.. we will be taking the northern route to GA after all! Im glad cuz I know that direction better, less stress, as there are less variables. Rick decided going the southern route to GA was not as safe.. so we go the way we normally go! I was hoping to see the grand canyon but oh well! I'd rather not and have less overall stress, N is going to be a handful as she hates to ride. But we wil have an awesome trip with lots of family and friends!!
Love
Kellie

I got my new books THANK YOU DAD!
I must get up at 4:30 am to take Z to surgery. fun stuff.
I am really loving my new book on clothing I know, shallow but sometimes its fun.. its called 'Before you put that on'. by Lloyd Boston. Tips for every day to dress well, but not expensive. I really like it. I wish there were more photos though.. or even drawings.
I managed to work out again today, been pretty faithful.
I was able to make coconut flour cookies, muffins, and biscuits today so yummy!!
I will be posting more thoughts soon as I have more books Im reading I am acutally getting through them, cover to cover. I am loving "Healing Parents'
I just got 'Bibical Parenting" by Crystal Lutton. I believe from www.aolff.com so far so good.. shes a 'pastor' which I have a doctrinal issue with, BUT won't let that detour me from reading it as I have so much to learn.
Just checking in.
Feeling really at peace about my life, our choices, our family, our blessings. Focusing on the positive. kellie

Im so excited!!!
I have been working on eating right for about 4 months. I have always been interested in health and work hard feeding my kids right, but for my personal self I've been on a quest for about 4 months! This means eating only low glycemic foods and seems I can eat no, or very little wheat. So anyway Im excited because I found a recipe for flax seed bread, I've made flax muffins in the past that are lovely! but this is actual bread that I'm making into sandwhiches today! its so cool!! lol heres the link. http://bearmedicineherbals.com/?p=394

I'm almost down to my target goal weight I cant believe it I've tried so hard to loose weight for years, like since A was born over 8 years ago... never ever lost a bit no matter what and in the last 4 months I've lost 27 lbs. I am very excited and happy with my progress.

okay off to deal.. having a really hard emotional day... feeling misunderstood and rejected is hard, adding to that the heavy emotional strain of 9 active children and educating them... ok stop whining lol sorry I have Dr offices calling me telling me my deductible is not yet met ( YES MAAM IT SURE IS!) and tax man calling, boys trying to escape from school, a hospital stay to prepare for and im like GIVE ME A BREAK ALREADY

I forgot to mention another book I'm reading
The Healing Parent.

I placed an order yesterday for 'faithtales' and I CANT wait to get them I really have high hopes in them for my children and myself to have a higher level of faith and Trust in Him. I know it will help in my handling of the above mentioned overwhelming items in my life, just in the last few hours! ya know I think okay well 'that thing' is over, I move on, and something else comes up thats very similar, different people, same scenario.. I am assuming there is something Yahweh is trying to teach me!! I keep praying I'll learn it, whatever 'it' is! hehe
This writing really helps me let go and feel better emotionally... Not as good as talking to someone who then accepts me and all my uglies and flaws, but its a start!! My DH is trying to be my 'uglies' catcher lol
kellie